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In Search of Honesty

Not many are true to their own selves…

What is the biggest source of disappointment in my relationships? Others trying to adjust to me and pretend they are like me. This has happened to me so many times that it’s not even funny.

People tend to put me on a pedestal because of my multidisciplinary knowledge, high IQ, good English, philosophy and I don’t know what. It’s annoying. I don’t want to be in asymmetric relationships. I am not better than you. My beliefs are not better than yours.

I wish I could spend time with people who are happy with themselves as they are and don’t need to hide behind a mask to please me and get validation from me. I wish for conscious people that can be open about their beliefs, fears, hopes and desires. I wish for people that don’t play games and deal honestly from the beginning. I’m tired of wasting energy with people who can’t stand up for their differences and are afraid to disagree with me.

Yet it all starts with me. Before asking for radical honesty one must make it clear one is truly ready to handle it… Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.

April 2, MMXII — Personal.